I keep crying because I dont want to feel like im not how I 'ought to be'. And I dont want to be rejected again. I used to identify as gay, but I cant stop feeling more and more like I'm not a man. I don't like crying. It hurts. Physically. And emotionally. And I dont want to hurt the people around me. Sometimes I want to go back to the Church. And I know its not right what they did. But at least I didn't cry.
#I might be straight(Via Mtf(
sage kraken
mint shell
if you feel like you are not a man, I would recommend experimenting with things that don't seem 'manly' to you. and try to find how you are most comfortable. Additionally if you feel like you might hurt those around you start out slow, ask maybe one of two of the people closest to you and see how you feel.
If you don't feel safe doing these things there is no reason you have to
all in all I think the goal is too find out how you can be the most comfortable in your skin, and if others seem to be confused or hurt, it is most likely because they just need an explanation
Please feel better! I hope you can find a community that supports you that hasn't previously hurt you. ❤️
sage kraken
❤️ ❤️ ❤️ TYY