I've struggled with my mental health since I was 8, my first attempt was during COVID-19 and I tried strangling myself on the night of September 16th 2020, it was obviously unsuccessful, I stared cutting myself when I was in 5th grade and I was 3 years clean after opening up to my mom, but my best friend pasted and I relapsed, I keep relapsing and can't stop, I'm planning on killing myself soon, so this is my last cry for help.
#I can't fucking do this anymore.
cerulean bloom
torpid cliff
Everything sucks. It does. Life sucks. But....
One, hilariously random video game makes me calm, clears my head, and temporarily takes away my thoughts of self harm and killing myself.
If a random thing can... change your outlook... than dont believe that life has no meaning.