There's always that one friend or person you can come to when you need help or advice, that will comfort you and always knows what to do. That's me with the people I know. They always come to me for help or advice, or , having a breakdown or going through something. And I always help them, because helping people is what I like to do. But I also struggle a LOT with my health and illnesses, even though I have multiple things I do that helps me. But when I don't take a break, it becomes so much I can't help people anymore.
#Tired but still happy?
stiff heath
Which, I'm very aware of when I'm having a meltdown, but I keep going (I know, stupid of me) but being responsible all the time is what I need to do, becuase or else I'll punsih myself and go back into the deep, depressing, isolated hole I was in before (which happened due to years of abuse, no breaks, and being undiagnosed) in reality, I'm very aware of my own state and what I do. I always know what to do when I'm having a panic attack of feeling like relapsing, so I know what to do. But that means being responsible again, and taking care of myself, which I don't always have the energy for
(Sorry about the rant)
merry magnet