muted rapids
I worry about being annoying, cause I yak a lot about my hyperfixation, which tends to not be the most liked by a lot of people because of the fandom. I'm scared of getting ridiculed for it. I'm scared of people seeing me as some annoying person who "won't shut up." I even worry about the people close to me finding me annoying. I genuinely hate having hyperfixations but I'm also empty without them.
(And no I'm not misusing the term, I myself am diagnosed with ADHD)