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Hello im a fellow trans for a year now, but ive been wondering if its seriously important to have gender dysporya (cant spell it correctly sorry) the only times I do is when my shirt to close to my upper body female part showing the outlines, or whenever my clothes graze my female body part area causing me to constly force myself to pull down my pants a bit so I don't feel it at all, or when I speak my brain keeps constantly telling me im "too femine", "I don't pass", "I can never be a real boy", "my voice is too high" cause at any other times I just don't feel that constant dysporha (again im struggling to type that sorry) that my other fellow trans people do and im worried I might be a fake trans or not!
And I really can't do anything about this cause I really want to start being on T and get surgary cause I found out on my last year of hs that I really wanted to be a boy when I occasionaly thought how much being a boy would fit me so much better. So I really just need someone to let me know that if this is totally normal and that everything will be okay or smth..
leaden mirage
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