wintry summit
So like I had a crush on this pretty girl (yes I still like her) and I eventually told her and she liked me back and so we got together but after a few days into the relationship I got like really overwhelmed and anxious when not being around her like it got really bad I cried myself to sleep because she wasn’t there with me and just like missing her all the time but it’s also just feeling like she’ll just leave me or ive dome done something wrong like talked to much or smth (I talk a bit to much over text but not much irl) and she just suddenly stopped answering my texts (like she would still answer sometimes but most of the time it took days for her to answer) and I got really worried and asked her like every single day if she was ok or smth and she just shrugged it off but I knew there was something wrong. At the time I was coming out as trans and since she was Les she didn’t know if she felt that way for me bc she only liked women and she was going through other things like putting her cat down friends breaking up etc and I think it just put a lot of pressure on her and made her really sad and she maybe took that out on me? She said one day when she wasn’t answering my texts that she through her phone in the lake and it kinda broke and could only text certain people but I was the only one she couldn’t text bc her phone “was broken” which I thought was suspicious. It came to the day I was planning to break up with her and she didn’t know that. As I got to school I’m usually the one to say smth first (which is a bit unfair tbh) and I don’t say anything and she just didn’t say anything for the whole day. Anyway it got to the end of the day where she still hadn’t said a word to me and I texted her through discord and I said I wanted to break up w her. Now shes saying to my friends months after breaking up that she wanted to apologise to me and they said it means that she wants to get back w me??? Like I’m so confused but what do I do if she asks to get back w me???
umbral fiber