Confused?

[gray lagoon]

For 6-7 years I've been insisting to my parents that I am trans mwd but recently idk what I am now that I am growing up, I hate dresses and makeup but sometimes I feel like I would be a girl if I wasn't
TW!!!
Sexual assaulted
I like being called he but I also sometimes like to be feminist and show off my body but at the same time I hate being called she or sometimes I do, I like boy clothes and sometimes I like girl clothes that have dark colors. I am so confused because I don't know what I am and I'm scared on telling my parents this because I've been so instant that I'm trans masc for 6-7 years that I don't want them to be like (hah told you that you weren't a boy or knew it) because they've done that to similar things in that past that have upset me.

[fathom sluice]

I can't tell you what you are, but being feminist or liking "girl clothes" doesn't automatically mean you are a girl

[raven slate]

I agree, you might feel a certain gender presentation that doesn't automatically align with your gender. Just because you like wearing certain clothes doesn't mean those clothes define your gender.

[gray lagoon]

Thank you both @raven slate @fathom sluice for responding, I just feel like I enjoy both my (female) birth name and the male name I named myself. I like being called both she and him but it feels super confusing

[drowsy lynx]

from what you've said i think you might be genderfluid! ❤️

[gray lagoon]

Ty! I have been having trouble putting a label on this for a while so your help is greatly appreciated!