I have been thinking about killing myself

[viscid mountain]

Ive been thinking about killing myself… I have nothing to live for my best friend is the only one but I still wanna just leave the world I don’t think I wanna be alive anymore but i cant get myself out of it im kinda getting committed to do it…

[sleek juniper]

Hey, would you like comfort, an ear to listen, coping mechanisms, or maybe even advice?

[viscid mountain]

I don’t know I don’t know what to do with my life I’ve been saying to myself everyday why am I still alive and I just sorta don’t want help anymore…

[sleek juniper]

I see, why don't you want help anymore? When did you start feeling that way?

If you're okay with me asking

[viscid mountain]

Ive been this way for a year now and im sorta getting committed and i dont want help because its not gonna help me I’ve tried never helps but im just sorta thinking my life is worthless

[sleek juniper]

No form of life is worthless, like a mosquito is one of the most annoying bugs out there and everyone says that it shouldn't be apart of life. But without it, the food chain would become unbalanced. If a mosquito's life isn't worthless, yours isn't worthless either.

[viscid mountain]

It is worthless there’s nothing to keep alive for like nothing at all I would just be another one getting off the chain because my life is worthless it means nothing my life it’s a lie

[mortal pivot]

If you don't think you have anything to live for, try finding things. Branch out into new hobbies, find something or someone worth living for

[viscid mountain]

You don’t get it no one no one at all loves me I’m not the love type

[sleek juniper]

What do you mean by "it's a lie"?

[viscid mountain]

I mean that I shouldn’t ever been existing in the world I should’ve just been dead by now

[mortal pivot]

That was a typo.

I meant to say worth living for

[sleek juniper]

I see... I believe that you're more important to people than you believe

Let's make a list of people that are important to you

[viscid mountain]

I mean thanks for saying that but it’s really not true I have no caring

The only person on my list is my best friend in the world but nothing else and she’s also been thinking about it as well

So basically I might just meet her in the after life

If she does do it…

[sleek juniper]

How about this, what's something important to you?

I see in your profile bio you have a youtube

Is that important to you?

[viscid mountain]

I mean kinda

[sleek juniper]

Oh wow! You have 1.16k subscribers! Congratualtions! That's a lot!

[viscid mountain]

Yeah I do have a lot of subs but doesn’t mean I shouldn’t kill myself

[sleek juniper]

Yeah it does, 1.16k people would be wondering where their youtuber went. 1.16k people sad.

[viscid mountain]

Yeah but still I’m not doing good in life I have no care or anything I just want to be dead it will take life pressure off of me

[sleek juniper]

You may have heard this before, but thats a permenant solution to a temporary problem

[viscid mountain]

Theres no solution to this

[sleek juniper]

You may not have those things now, but you can make it a goal to get them

By no care, what do you mean?

[viscid mountain]

Nobody cares about me except my best friend I mean I can send you a picture of how much she’s trying to help me right now

[sleek juniper]

If you'd like to, you can

[sleek juniper]

Do you have any other friends besides her?

[viscid mountain]

No

[sleek juniper]

Go out and make some friends

It may sound dumb, but humans are very social creatures. Even if you're an introvert, you still need socialization