#I can't seem to smbau

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errant rune
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My mouth is too big
Why can't i shut up
I feel like I'm doing this just for attention
Should i just leave here
I don't want to waste all my levels for it
All i seem to do is piss people off and that's it
Ironic huh
I'm just going to go scratch till i bleed if i even have the guts to do it

heady hollow
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:(.

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Dat sad

errant rune
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All i do is constantly talk about the same shit over and over

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There's nothing new to me

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There's no point in living when your life is wrong

errant rune
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I'm tired of being a lump of meat and bones

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Maybe my mom's right

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That i should stop being who i am and become like her

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Being a transphobe and being stubborn and conservative as shit

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But i don't want to comply

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I don't feel like I'm worth talking to anymore

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I should just leave

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Im tired of wearing my mouth out
Yapping about what's in my head

naive torrent
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dont leave tho! <3 general gets super exciting when ur there yapping and sending ur music (especially glass glass is peak) this server wouldnt be the same without you ❤️❤️

wild creek
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But you’re not a burden at all, u are a good person for all of us!

radiant apex
# errant rune My mouth is too big Why can't i shut up I feel like I'm doing this just for atte...

please dont hurt yourself, or at least anymore than you've already done. i have heard many things about your issues with your parents, specifically your mother, and the desires you struggle to obtain. these issues are completely valid and you shouldn't feel guilty because you are facing them. that being said, you must understand that it can be a bbit annoying for some people if you keep talking about it over and over. think about it like going over to a friends house and only talking about one thing every time you go over, eventually they will become tired of it and wish to be done with the topic all together. you are a very unique and interesting person (in a good way :3) who has friends that would be more than willing to help you through your difficulties. even if your "friends" dont want to help you as much as you'd want, even if your parents downplay your struggles and disregard your feelings, you'll always have caring people in this server and quite frankly all over the internet who are willing to listen and help you in any way possible. truly, you are an awesome person who has feelings just like every other human being, and those feelings are not any less valuable no matter what you think!! (P.S. I like your music :333)

lament cipher
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i can't shut up i'm physically unable to

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i'll talk until people start groaning

errant rune
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I barely have any self control at all

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All i do is talk about the same shit over and over

lament cipher
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maybe you just have the wrong friends

errant rune
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Thats what makes me annoying

errant rune
lament cipher
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no i get you i love talking about my hobbies in excrutiating detail and all other people who don't understand it just hear yap yap yap

lament cipher
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if anyone is pissed off by you it is their responsibility to

  1. set a boundary
  2. get away from you
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so if they don't do that and are annoyed but holding it in it is their fault not yours

errant rune
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Thing is i can infer that I'm annoying because i usually just get redirected here every time i talk about myself

lament cipher
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like i've had friends told me "all you talk about is orchids and you derail every convo i talk about to orchids"
see he found it annoying and set a boundary but ur friends don't it's not your fault

lament cipher
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if they change the subject to themself it's not bc you're doing anything wrong

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it's more of a reflection about them then about you

errant rune
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I'm the only one who just pops into general saying that i hate myself and my life

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And it's getting more annoying considering that's the only thing i can think of

lament cipher
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negativity is normal

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it's part of being human and being a teen

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human brains are very negativity biased but it gets old that is a thing

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idk do you have any hobbies

errant rune
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I have 3 main ones: collecting old stuff, being a furry, and collecting inflatables

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And i can't seem to shut up about them

lament cipher
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omg twinsies

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my hobbies are learning languages and growing orchids

lament cipher
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many people love yappers

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make space for yourself

calm timber