I’m thinking about stabbing myself
I want to die
I feel like a bitch
I don’t want to wake up
Gonna stab myself soon
Bye
#[TW: Suicide] Bye
sonic pine
full shore
Your not gonna fucking die bitch
Because
Ppl care abt you
Everyone wants you to live
Please
sonic pine
Helping some one else rn, delaying my attempt to off myself
rigid isle
Hey, don't off yourself. You seem like a good persn. You deserve life and love. Don't take away a chance of that for yourself.
sonic pine
Hey, don't off yourself. You seem like a good persn. You deserve life and love. ...
Don’t focus on me, You are dealing with your own problems, I have to help you first
rigid isle
Don’t focus on me, You are dealing with your own problems, I have to help you fi...
I'll be okay for a bit. My problem isn't immediate. I still have until beginning of September to figure something out. Yours is immediate.
sonic pine
I'll be okay for a bit. My problem isn't immediate. I still have until beginning...
I’m worthless, don’t focus on me, focus on yourself
rigid isle
I’m worthless, don’t focus on me, focus on yourself
Woah, that's really mean to say about someone so wonderful. You're not worthless. (And seriously, my shit is like everyday stuff, I'll chill out in a bit when I reread the Iliad)
And also, more immediate problems take precedence
sonic pine
The knife is so tempting
It only takes one stab to end it all
End the problems I created
End the fact I’m annoying
rigid isle
You're not annoying. And you didn't cause problems. You've heard this before, but that's a permenant solution to a temporary problem.
rigid isle
Good, now find a comfortable place to sit down and calm yourself for a minute or two
And just focus on one thing, like the texture of whatever you're sitting on. Is it soft? Is it scratchy? Is it bumpy?
Then focus on a smell.
Is something cooking? Is there no smell?
Then, let that transition slowly into focusing on your breathing and heartrate, is your breathing erratic? Are you calm? Are you scared? Are you hyped up?
Then, breath in for five counts,
Then hold for five counts,
Then breath out for five counts,
Then hold again for five counts
And now, repeat.
Until you feel calm, safe, and grounded.
rigid isle
Goodnight. It will get better.
rigid isle
Nearly attempted again
Hey, hows it going? Are you okay?