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edgy monolith Jul 31, 2025, 3:55 AM

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||I wanna wrap a scarf around my neck and tie it I wanna grab a knife from the kitchen and stab myself in the chest and stomach I wanna jump out of my window I wanna bash my head against the wall I want her to be mad at me so I feel like I have a reason to feel these things I want to know that I’m not just whining about absolutely nothing I want to get diagnosed for depression but I don’t want therapy I want to die I want to end it all I want to kill myself I hate life||

twin fable Jul 31, 2025, 3:57 AM

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edgy monolith ||I wanna wrap a scarf around my neck and tie it I wanna grab a knife from the k...

why

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elaborate

edgy monolith Jul 31, 2025, 4:02 AM

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It feels stupid like I don’t actually deserve (probably not the right word) to want to do it
||There are a lot of people out there who have gone through literal hell and back and then there’s me who has had a toxic ex, divorced parents, a homophobic family, trust issues, and body dysmorphia, to list a few||

twin fable Jul 31, 2025, 4:03 AM

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tell me why you want to commit suicide

edgy monolith Jul 31, 2025, 4:03 AM

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I did?-

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Mb if it wasn’t clear

twin fable Jul 31, 2025, 4:04 AM

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hm

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oh i missread that

twin fable Jul 31, 2025, 4:05 AM

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edgy monolith Mb if it wasn’t clear

how old are you

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are you a minor? like under 16

edgy monolith Jul 31, 2025, 4:06 AM

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Yeah 15
I saw your post in this channel after I already sent this so ummm sorry?

twin fable Jul 31, 2025, 4:06 AM

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why are u apologizng

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okay first things first

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have you tried reaching out to any professionals?

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well i guess therapy is off the table

edgy monolith Jul 31, 2025, 4:07 AM

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Scared to tell my mom to ask for therapy

twin fable Jul 31, 2025, 4:07 AM

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what about calling helplines

edgy monolith Jul 31, 2025, 4:10 AM

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This might sound kinda dumb or whatever but I don’t wanna call helplines cus if I do and I end up not doing it but my mom finds out by either looking at my calls or contacts or whatever else, she’ll probably talk with me about what she has before
About how I should by happy for what I have and not give up and it all just makes me feel worse
Or she might ask why I didn’t tell her first and

I’m really just scared

twin fable Jul 31, 2025, 4:10 AM

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can you trust your mom

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or do you have any friends parents you trust

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or any councelors or teachers or smth

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(ik im talking like i can afford ts mbmbmb)

warped birch Jul 31, 2025, 4:11 AM

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edgy monolith This might sound kinda dumb or whatever but I don’t wanna call helplines cus if ...

If you feel uncomfortable I'm pretty sure you can delete specific call history as well on most contact/call apps?

edgy monolith Jul 31, 2025, 4:11 AM

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twin fable or do you have any friends parents you trust

Never got close with friends parents

edgy monolith Jul 31, 2025, 4:11 AM

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twin fable or any councelors or teachers or smth

Had a bad experience with a counselor

warped birch Jul 31, 2025, 4:12 AM

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edgy monolith Had a bad experience with a counselor

You can't tell any other teachers?

edgy monolith Jul 31, 2025, 4:12 AM

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warped birch You can't tell any other teachers?

It’s summer break anyway and I’m not really close with or willing to tell my teachers

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I know this won’t help in the long run but I might just try and sleep it off (it’s 11pm)
I’m in my room anyway as long as fear’s present, I won’t do anything rash

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