I just don't want my family to find out, and I don't want it to be painful. I have also been thinking the same thing about suicide. Though I don't know how to make that painless either. Someone who has done SH, any advice?
#Ive been wanting to start SH for a while now
jagged hamlet
midnight zenith
Currently a couple years clean. Why do you want to start sh? There are many other coping mechanisms. Sh is like drugs. It makes you feel better for the moment but it even worse for you in general.
For me the reason I sh’d was to feel pain. Why do you want to sh but painlessly if I may ask?
jagged hamlet
Really I've just been yelled at at least 2 times an hour every week and I'm just tired of it. I'm not completely ready to die yet, it's just my friends keeping me alive at this point.
midnight zenith
That sounds terrible. So why do you think sh would help you?
jagged hamlet
That sounds terrible. So why do you think sh would help you?
I'm, not completely sure. A lot of times I have panic/anxiety attacks in private when they're done yelling. And a lot of times I also just think I don't deserve to live
midnight zenith
You do deserve to live. Sh isnt the andwer trust me. I have mental and physical scars. Itll only worsen it. This must be very hard for you to be dealing with.
jagged hamlet
It is, thank you for listening though
empty topaz
Advice, don't.
There's many healthy coping mechanisms you can try. Just because you can use a certain way to cope doesn't mean you should.
Drawing, taking a walk, meditation, writing, singing, listening to music or engaging in some sort of hobby is healthier and safer.
SH is not the answer.
jagged hamlet
Advice, don't.
There's many *healthy* coping mechanisms you can try. Just becau...
I do the first and last 2 things u listed, thanks
empty topaz
Mhm
I hope everything gets better. ❤