I feel horrible. Shitty, if you will. Enough to want to sh, but not shitty enough to sh. Maybe I'm doing this fucked-up shit for attention, but it's hidden. Who am I giving the attention to? My head? My whole life since middle school started has truly been a pos, and there is nothing I can do about it. New girlfriend? Oh yeah she doesn't actually like you lol. New friends because you moved different schools than your elementary friends? Well, one of them is a perv and the other is as fake as the person I show as "me" at school. I'm a fucking idiot for letting ppl like that for coming into my life. It's... intoxicating me. Shit. I feel like a drvg abuser. What do i do with my life? I spent 5 minutes laying on my bathroom floor, deciding how i should d!e. But yk, Im never gonna take action, cause I'm a Pussy. Right?
#Well, fuck.
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Well, fuck.
And why did I end up laughing after writing this? I don't know any fucking more man..