dusky juniper
As of late, I've been wanting to SH more, I've been having these phantom pains of cuts all over my arms and thighs although they aren't there anymore. The other day, I had tried to OD, because thoughts got too bad. Plus my anorexia coming back. I haven't been eating. Or sleeping for that matter. I've been having constant episodes of nausea, lightheadedness, and feeling like I'm not real. The thoughts have been a lot more violent, it hurts to think about. I want to do it so bad but my online brother always tries to stop me, sometimes I wish he wouldn't.
wise cave