idfk waht to call this 😭😭 tw for sh, ig??

[prisma beacon]

I had a really bad day today, i woke up already feeling shitty and a friend cancelled a plan we made weeks ago 30 MINUTES BEFORE WE WERE SUPPOSED TO MEET UP and that REALLY fucking messed with my brain and my schedule for today (i have autism and i make schedules A LOT). My mum then had a go at me for saying ‘ok’, like????? After that i went back to my dads and found my razor and… ykw, but I accidentally went too far and now one of my ||cuts|| wont stop bleeding, ive washed it, put a plaster on it, it just wint stop. Im scared ive hit a vein but i dont wanna tell my parents (they forgot abt the body check btw, my dad has alzheimer’s and my mum has dimentia and serious mental issues) because theyll flip out because im “ruining my perfect body” and im “going against god’s will” Im scared what do i do 😭😭

[zenith acorn]

First off, I just want to say I'm sorry your day is going so shittily right now. Regarding the cut, where is it located and how exactly did you treat it?

[prisma beacon]

Its in my upper thigh, i used one of those wipes that youd find in a med kit and i put a plaster over it when id cleaned it, though it did actually stop bleeding not too long ago, so i should be fine

[zenith acorn]

Oh good

Yeah, my go to is normally gauss and then the tape that should be provided as well. The gauss will absorb any blood while the tape keeps the pressure on

Also what do you mean the forgot about the body check?

[prisma beacon]

I made an earlier form saying my dad found one of my razors and told my mum saying that he wanted her to do a body check but, like i said, my dad has alzheimer's & my mum has dimentia

[prisma beacon]

we didnt have any tape so i just used a big ass plaster 😭

[zenith acorn]

Ah, like checking for cuts

[zenith acorn]

Your first aid kit didn’t have any tape?

[zenith acorn]

I mean in most cases I would say it’s worth showing them as hopefully they can at least get you somewhere where further harm can be prevented, but it’s not too clear if your parents would even do that when they found out…

Also, how old are you that both your parents are dealing with late in life diseases

[prisma beacon]

My parents never really stated if theyd support me, but they judged the fuck out of my best friend so i naturally assumed theyd judge me too, but im sure ill tell them one day, idk 🤷‍♂️

[zenith acorn]

That’s unfortunate, however I wouldn’t recommend assuming right of the bat. I mean, they are your parents after all