I'm so fucking annoying, no one would care if I fucking died, I wish I could get stabbed, multiple times, feeling the knife in me, feeling the blood on my skin, knowing that I derserved every single part about what happened to me, knowing that nobody cares if I died, knowing that everyone I know will finally be happy when I go, I know they will be happy, who wouldn't be happy knowing a piece of pathetic shit is no longer here anymore, it would be the best news ever to everyone, I should just fucking die atp, why am I still alive, why am I like this, I always ruin everything, I ruin friendships, I ruin so many things that it's not acceptable, it feels like getting stabbed, by my own thoughts, over and over again, I derserve it, I derserve everything bad that's ever happened to me, I know I do, I know I should be dead, I wanna be dead, but I'm not dead and that makes everyone mad, why wouldn't they, nobody likes me
#Another day.... Why am I alive, ,TW: Sudicie, SH, way too much cursing
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languid patio
Yeah that's very relatable dude... I'm not going to try and reassure you since I can tell you more than likely won't believe me or you wouldn't really care...