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bright stone
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idk, I could just.. very easily commit suicide rn, everyone is asleep and they wouldn’t hear me or I wouldn’t be loud enough to wake them up… it’s like the perfect time..

still crow
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Hey, please don't. I know how hard it is to resist trying, but please, don't do anything, please if you need someone to talk to, you can message me, my dms are open

bright stone
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I think I’m gonna hurt myself…

still crow
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Hey don't. It's not worth it. No matter how much it seems worth it, it's not

bright stone
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I have the razor with me…

still crow
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Put it down. Please

bright stone
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I can’t just do nothing.. I’m sick and tired of doing nothing.

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THIS is something I can control.

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THIS is the only thing that I can think of happening and it actually happening

still crow
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Potato don't. It's not worth it

bright stone
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Yknow why I want to do this? because a LOT of my friends are heavily contemplating suicide. one attempted, and has no memory of anything, last I talked to another they said they were going to harm themselves and haven’t been online for 3 days.

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and I couldn’t help. at all.

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I’m worthless.

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an absolute piece of shit that doesn’t know how to help anyone.

still crow
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You are not worthless

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You could be someone's whole world

bright stone
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yes I fucking am. I’m a worthless piece of shit, my friends can’t even rely on me to help

still crow
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Potato listen to me

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You are not worthless. You are worth as much as every good person in the world. You matter as much as someone good. No matter what, it is just your thoughts trying to take over, trying to get you to listen to every single detail that isn't true

bright stone
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but you know what is true? My friend that attempted suicide practically TOLD me that they were going to do it that day, and I forgot. I fucking forgot. so I find that the next day her mother tells me that she attempted and has no recollection of anything, but is in extreme pain.

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yup. I forgot that my friend told me she was gonna commit.

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I’m so pathetic.

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god I want to cut myself so badly… I have the razor in my hand…

nimble wasp
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I understand that you feel guilty for forgetting but it was not your fault and hurting yourself wouldnt fix anything

still crow
bright stone
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I tried cutting. the razor has some goddamn safety feature.

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I put it away, I’m back in my room.

still crow
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So no blades? No knives of any sort?

bright stone
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What do you mean

still crow
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You don't have any sharp items in the room do you?

bright stone
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no.

still crow
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Sorry if I'm being over cautious

still crow
bright stone
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I want to hurt myself.. I deserve it.. I’m not a good frienddd :(

still crow
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You don't deserve it. It wasn't your fault you forgot. You couldn't help it. You can't help the fact that you don't know how to help others either, for some it just comes naturally, for others it takes time and learning

bright stone
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I just wanna do something stupid and impulsive to myself

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And not care about the consequences

still crow
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Just calm down alright?

signal moss
# bright stone I want to hurt myself.. I deserve it.. I’m not a good frienddd :(

Why do you think that man? You're thoughts don't affect how we image you. We will ALways image you as a very worthful person. You can make a difference in the world, it just takes time. You are a great person and you serve great meaning to everyone around you, they just don't show it.

"There is a light at the end of every tunnel"

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You can pull through, we all believe in you!

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We care for you, we respect you

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All the time

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And if someone doesn't... well... they're gettin' their dms jumped trust

scarlet dune