I’m confused. (potential TW)

[vestal thistle]

I feel really sad and empty, and it just comes at random times, and it’s so confusing, but it most typically occurs at night time, and along with the sadness comes SH and SU thoughts.. :c

btw ping if you reply, but I doubt anyone will reply

[visual maple]

Is there a reason you feel that way? Or is it truly random?

[vestal thistle]

I feel like it’s many reasons.

[visual maple]

I see have you talked to someone ur close to about those reasons

[vestal thistle]

only really my friends :(

[visual maple]

If that didn't work I would try to get professional help but actually harming urself wouldn't fix anything so don't do it please

[vestal thistle]

already have in the past, regretted it, but it’s also the only time I felt.. normal, somehow. even for a second

[visual maple]

Please don't do it again, even if it makes you feel normal.

[vestal thistle]

I’ve gotten close many times :(

[visual maple]

There are always people out there that care about you.

Try talking to them

[vestal thistle]

yeah, but I feel like whenever I vent to my friends, they get annoyed :c

[gritty pine]

Are u mustachios man

[visual maple]

?

[visual maple]

Anyways if your friends are not an option/limited option have you tried getting professional help?

[vestal thistle]

I’ve tried, but I couldn’t.

[visual maple]

Why? Is it because you can't bring yourself to go or is it another reason?

[vestal thistle]

both that reason and my parents don’t listen to me

[visual maple]

Have you tried going to a school counselor or anyone else that could help you

[vestal thistle]

nope, school wouldn’t listen

[visual maple]

Why do you think they get annoyed? Have they told you?