I do not like Girls, and my dad doesn't understand 💔

[vagrant zealot]

I am in a gay relationship, but i HIDE It under the cover of an straight relationship, but i don't know how to tell my family that i am gay, that i have no touch for Girls, i barely feel "atracted" to a girl, we can say, that if i'm with a girl, not in a relationship, i feel kinda weird when she talks with some kind of sensual tone, and if i'm with a girl and i feel good with her, i always Will feel It as a Close friend, never as a girlfriend, but my parents don't understand, so, Oli don't know what to do……

[sacred cove]

From what I’m understanding, you haven’t come out, right?

[vagrant zealot]

Nope, i am afraid of what they can do, or what they can think, the jokes they Will make, the ways they Will laugh…

Because i'm more afraid of mental traumas of laughing at me or making jokes than some scares on my body……

[sacred cove]

Well, I’m not really sure I can, but if you have no real way of confirming that the are homophobic or anything, then you should probably relax before eventually coming out… imo

[vagrant zealot]

Well, they always makes jokes of "they nowdays people" of "how they all now are gays, feel identified as a tomato hahaha" and i'm kinda tired of It, but they won't stop, but they give so many damn hints that they are homophobic 💔