#All of my vents bc idk anymore

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tacit citrus
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I don't expect lots of comfort dw

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I can't fucking do this anymore. She's so annoying. She genuinely makes me contemplate so many horrid crimes. She doesn't know how to be a good person, never understands her own daughter, or at least try. And then she's surprised when I don't talk to her about my mental health. As if she doesn't fucking YELL AT ME every time I try to talk to her. She yelled at me when I had a fever and was CONVULSING VIOLENTLY. Because it was my fault for not telling her sooner. does she realize how fucking stupid she sounds?! She got mad at me for "overreacting" as if it's normal to start convulsing when you have a fever. As if I'm not a health-concerned person. She got mad at me because I had a panic attack and told me that I should "stop thinking about bad things then."

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She clearly doesn't know how to be a mother. And I'm tired of her acting like she's the best mom ever. She just yelled at me because I asked her to turn her phone down. Because APPARENTLY i always have my phone turned all the way up(PS, I fucking don't!!!). I hate her. She can't be bothered to be a good mom ever.

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All of my vents bc idk anymore

slim mulch
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Oh my god.. I'm so sorry that you have to live in a household like that. I hope you're doing okay after going through something like that- convulsing is actually a thing that can happen when you have fevers, but it's definitely not an "overreaction". In my opinion, it sounds like neglect on her part.

tacit citrus
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I know that it can happen with fevers, but it's never happened before with me. I was mainlh concerned because at the time I was studying stuff about seizures (my friend has them) and when I woke up to that I was TERRIFIED

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Also it's fine, she's not all bad. She's just annoying at some(most) times

slim mulch
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Well, that's good to hear. At least nothing too drastic happened- but still, that's definitely terrifying to wake up to

tacit citrus
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definitely

jaunty terrace
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I'm sorry that you have to go through that. We are there to support you