reef glade
ive come to talk abt this, ive vented to most of my friends about the fact that my father does domestic abuse and stuff, he beats my sister, my mother and me sometimes, glad that i have a room so i dont become his target when hes drunk
hes an alcoholic btw, i wish i can try to help him in any way but all he does is just yell and probably wont care, would probably even ground me for even trying to help, give me a slap or two and just say "the whole society drinks, why dont i too?? youll realise when you grow up youll try beer, youll try rakija, youll try wine" and some other bs or something
to mention, im in the balkans, beating has been normalised here since many centuries as i know and I've gotten it since i was in first grade, yes ive been beaten as a child too and he also has the audacity to say "youre too old for beating"
im sorry to announce this but....calling the police wont help, 2-3 arguments happen each day on average and that would be exhausting, but whatever i know the police won't do shit, ive seen them drink, theyre so rare im deadass, theres nobody on the streets, were very undeveloped, i doubt cps will help too, everything is shit here...
to also mention, my sister is the same age as me and also has autism, shes nonverbal so its so difficult for her to even understand us, i cant belive she gets beaten by my father too, but the thing is uh...she attacks too, she grows nails very fast and her defense is scratching us to the point it leaves big dark bruises, as ive seen on my mother, her whole arms are covered in scars and bruises....i dont know what to do i dont want her mental health to get worse dear god
im sorry about this very much oversharing i had to get this all off my chest somehow, im too scared to share to my friends so i hope the internet is comforting to me this time :(
cinder epoch