TW - SENSITIVE TOPIC

[wraith lotus]

Hi, before I start this off, I’d just like to introduce myself.
My name is Myles, or Onyx as a lot of my friends know me. I am a trans male who has recently came out to my friends. I am a bit of a sensitive and timid person, unfortunately.

Now that I have introduced myself, I guess I will talk a bit here. Thank you for taking time out of your day to read this. I appreciate it very much. :]

||I fear that I am genuinely annoying. My friends, though, they are very kind and patient with me. Too kind, maybe. I start suspecting that…they don’t like me anymore. I always vent in their server, and well, the only response is from my girlfriend half of the time.||

||I’m thinking about r3laps1ng, but I understand the fact that it may and will hurt others mentally due to the fact I am their friend. But, I cannot resist the urge any longer.||

Now, of course, don’t get me wrong. Everyone has their own problems, I understand completely!
But the fact is I cannot shake my depressing feelings as great as I could.
I feel bad for venting there, and here to be honest. I’m very sorry.

Hey, hope you're doing okay. I get the feeling of thinking you're annoying. Even if they do think that, which I hope they don't, I know that there's plenty of people who wouldn't. Also, you don't need to feel bad for venting. It's good to be able to share your feeling with others.

Thank you a lot. I know it may seem like you may not help, but you actually did.
It’s just the fact I overthink too many things nowadays…but thank you again.
I’m very glad you took time out of your day for me. That was very kind of you. :D