I see why you think you do, but as a kid, your personality, priotities and your mood changes so much that A) you won't ever get diagnosed at this age if you have a good doctor or therapist and B) it's so hard to tell if that's just you growing up. I'd say don't worry about it too too much iywkim. I supposed you could be more cautious in relationships and just listen to your body. Stay safe (I sh too, I get it)!
#Do I have BPD? (Borderline personality disorder) TW:sh
topaz jetty
proven pivot
As the person below me said. I think the same. I can't tell if its you growing up or not. BDP is really linked the auto-destructive thought (Not only in relations) I cant really see that in what you said, But seeking help tough Is always a good idea even if you don't have it. Stay strong I can really understand how hard that is for you
topaz jetty
As the person below me said. I think the same. I can't tell if its you growing u...
I agree with this,
I understand :) hope it ends up okay
proven pivot
No problem 
If you have any other questions feel free to ask
topaz jetty
:(( I'm so sorry. It'll be okay eventually and I hope you stay safe.
ofc :D
Self-harm is really tough. I'm addicted to cutting (in therapy) and I regret going down that path yk. But even though we sh for different reasons, I understand that and I'm here if you need help/something goes wrong/you need to talk.
:((
likewise
I get it