#i dont know wat to do. i might consider suicide

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odd shoal
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ok so uhh im pan or atleast i think i am. im still kinda figuring out my sexuality but i know im definetly not straight. im more attracted to girls and other genders then boys. the sad thing is that i know my parents -both of them- are homophobic. they arent like mean or harassing type homophobic but still homophobic. uhh I know they are homophobic 'cause my mom literally gave me a lesson of the 2slgbtqia+ community. uh she said stuff like- 'you are attracted to boys and boys only' and 'u are a GIRL and not some other weird gender'. so yea i dont really know how to come out to them. the thing is not only my parents are homophobic but like my culture and nationality are kinda homophobic too (im hindu or atleast my parents are and im from india). u might suggest (if u ever read this) that i should move out and tell my parents from safety but i know for a fact that they are gonna cut all comunication with me and no matter what i love my parents so i dont know what to do.
another thing is that my life kinda sucks. i have great friends but some are homophobic, others are kinda mean to me for no reason at all but yea. and i kinda wish i was like todoroki or smthng cause i just DONT wanna have feelings anymore. uh me and my friend used to joke about suicide and stuff but now im might actually consider it. i dont know wat to do.
im sorry if this was too long or cheesy im js trying this for the first time
shit im crying now
uh thx for reading if u did i guess.

willow kiln
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hey, dont come out unless its safe
If you do decide to come out, make sure you have somewhere safe to go if it goes wrong

desert shore
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I understand your situation is difficult. And it is important to give your emotions their space. I can't really give advice on your situation. However, I greatly discourage you from commiting suicide. It will not bring upon anything good. I hope you find your way. And I hope you live long and prosperous.

willow kiln
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also, please dont commit, think about your friends, pets (if you have any) , im sure there are people who would be devastated if you were gone

odd shoal
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thanks so much for all the support

willow kiln
odd shoal
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uh also do u guys have any suggestion on ppl who u think r ur freinds but kinda end up acting super mean and stuff

round saffron
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i can realate to the title

willow kiln
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i gave my friend too many second chances

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dont do the same

sage zodiac
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Damn I don’t have any personal experience w this but wish you the best regards