Tw (SH/SUI)

[mossy hill]

Im starting to think nobody cares about me and it makes me want to ||kms or just general self inflicted wounds|| like idk what to do i'm spiralling

[next sable]

🫂

[regal jacinth]

remember your family will always care and love for you, as well as many people here including me, you arent alone

[elder coral]

Not worth it. Ever.

You'll realize that this problem is temporary, but ||killing yourself|| is permanent, there's always better ways, mkay?

Sure there's so much shit and you feel like you wanna end it, I've been there.

But deep down.

You actually don't.

I'm not saying your emotions are invalid, they are valid!!

I'm just saying there's always a better solution, ||suicide|| is...yeah...don't.

I'm free if you need to talk, I've been there as I said.

If you try suiciding then you're leaving so much behind.

I don't know you, but you seem young, taking a permanent solution is something that'll fall apart. You have a life ahead, I want you to acknowledge that.

Family, friends, treasured belongings. (Photos, loved objects, past memories.)

It makes you feel better.

Also it feels like you're uncared for, we all been there to those who had an isolation phase.

But you are.

You're cared for.

[mossy hill]

All my friends jokes are at my expense so how is that cared for

[elder coral]

Okay, think about it.

If they're making fun of you so much then have you tried telling them? If you think they'll laugh then they're just...rude enough to scare you into talking about your feelings.

Other people care yk.

Not just friends.

I'm sure they'll at least care a bit about your situation...but if they don't then are they really your friends?

[mossy hill]

Only one im vulnerable with I'm helping him with his issues atm

[elder coral]

See? You have one that cares.

And you're helping him, that's one of the people that you'll be leaving behind if you continue feeling this way. I...no, we need you to be strong, okay? You have support anywhere, there's people out there willing to listen to your situation.

Now.

I want you to take this into thought.

What made you think this way into thinking of suicide?

Or self harm, ykwim.

[mossy hill]

My other friends gf

[elder coral]

So...your friends girlfriend is...making you think of suicide?

How so? Or am I misunderstanding

[mossy hill]

Generally treats me like shit

[elder coral]

And the girlfriend...are their partner the caring friend you told me about?

like...

Your caring friend dating her, yk?

[mossy hill]

No

[elder coral]

Ah.

[mossy hill]

Hes dating an actually decent human being

[elder coral]

Myeah, feels that way, makes your life a hell istg.

But don't let her get to you, okay? I know it's hard but you gotta.

[mossy hill]

She causes drama with everyone

She once accused me of hitting her when

i would never hit a woman unless they hit me first idgaf about men never hit women its self defence ffs

[elder coral]

You know respect, I also respect that. :))

But damnit, they love making drama yes.

Maybe you can tell the boyfriend? You did say he's a decent human being

[mossy hill]

She's got him wrapped around her little finger

[mossy hill]

It's the one im helping's gf thats decent

[elder coral]

Oh girl of course...

Meh, maybe avoid them, distract yourself, mkay?

[mossy hill]

She's always around

[elder coral]

Never dealt with conflict before but you gotta maybe make it stop, and that's to avoid, myeah.

[mossy hill]

I've tried avoiding her but her boyfriend always comes over and they come as a pair

[mossy hill]

So i talked to my friend who I'm helping with the same issues from the same problem and he feels the same