lilac wyvern
A few years ago, I was molested by my biological father.. [I don’t talk about it a lot for personal reasons.] But, when it all happened, I didn’t understand that it was wrong to do, because I was only ten years old. And didn’t know that what he was doing, was pretty much 🍇. And so fast forward four years later, I found out what SH was. And began doing it, because of the trauma.. and I only SH’ed because I wanted to end my life. But around that same time, I had OD’ed on some prescription pills I’m still to this day, prescribed too. I was with somebody, [still the same person going on strong for four years soon.] and she had started to freak out, because I told her I did it, and even showed a picture of how many I took to her. And she started getting worried, she wasn’t even mad I did it, she was more worried they were gonna kill me. [they can.] and so again, fast forward two years later, my Sh got worse, my suicidal thoughts got worse, and my depression and laziness got the better of me. [I’m better now] now I’ve been been clean for awhile, I don’t remember how long. And I do still SH from time to time, when my thoughts get pretty bad. But now I’m getting better, I am still traumatized from EVERYTHING..
Anyways, if you read this, thanks for listening and not judging me.. ❤️🩹
teal ridge
late heron