#I'm done, bye. TW: Sudicie, SH

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void fulcrum
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I.. don't know what to do, I'm not okay, and don't ever believe me if I say I am, don't listen to me, I cant with myself, I think very lowly of myself, and I can't with myself, I wanna attempt so badly, I hate myself so bad, I live for my friends who I love alot, and my drive for animation, but many family people knows my animation acc, so I can't vent there, and it annoys me, I wanna cry, I wanna hug my Inner child, tell them it's okay, tell them it will stop, but I can't, I dont know why, I wanna connect back to my inner child, but they would be so disappointed in what I have turned too, a disappointment, a person that hates themselves, it's like I'm a whole different person, I wanna hug my Inner child, and myself, I wanna tell myself it will be okay, but I know it wont for sometime, and it makes me want to cut, but that ruin my one year clean, and I'm obsessed with streaks, so I have to keep it, but it's getting too loud, and it's getting too me, but I still keep going, and you should do, yall should stay alive, keep going, people will miss you so much, so don't die, please, anyways thanks for reading this ridiculous long rant, bye

austere sail
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twin its not worth it, please live!! think about yourself in ten years and ten years ago. how would they feel if they jnew this is what you were going through..not disappointed, just concerned. Find sometbing to live for, weither it be a person, food, drink, a song, literally anything. its worth it

void fulcrum
austere sail
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you are worth it

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i think your worth it, you seem pretty cool.

void fulcrum
stark fox
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Your feelings are wrong, they are simply just too absorbed on negativity

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You should recognise really how much your friends love you,

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And just look at the philosophy here,

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One year ago, U didn't want to vent on my Discord server, since my sister was in it, and from reflection, I saw that I was reluctant in doing so, because I simply didn't want them to be hurt, since it would obviously be horrible for a loved one to tell you that they are going through a hard patch

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But in this world,

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There are so many people that love you, so many people that care

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And how would you feel to see them, distraught and depressed

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At the fact that their best buddy left the world, only because they got a bit hopeless, a bit lost....

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I would think that all you need is just a reboot, a restart, a refreshing of the mind, because you aren't able to self-repaie

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So just don't try to harm yourself

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It is just an attempt to self-regulate,

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But it never works

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I myself, have been clean for two years, and the feeling of accomplishment, that you have been able to keep yourself so safe for such a long time

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Is something to be proud of

spare sparrow
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WHY THE FUCK DID I SLEEP IN I SHOULDA HELPED

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R U GOOD

somber kiln
void fulcrum
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@spare sparrow it's okay bro

surreal glade
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Hell nah don’t do it