Help not associating a friend with my bad mental health?

[bitter elbow]

Idk. I have a friend I really like talking to, she’s awesome, etc (diff one than I’ve posted about previously)

We have talked about my issues and now I can’t think of her without thinking of my issues, and I don’t want to associate her with JUST that because like…. She’s awesome. So, I mean, how would I go about that? Like man, I’ve ruined a ton of relationships and friendships by like, associating people with something negative and growing distant in an attempt to avoid that negative feeling. I don’t want that to happen.

[bitter elbow]

Yeah idk why I bothered posting this shit gang

I never get a proper response on anything but the long ones

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I feel empty rn ngl

Relapsed on a thought

But I'm fine

Listening to juice wrld helps

[bitter elbow]

?

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Best not to question tbh

I just going through a rough patch

[bitter elbow]

Yeah imma just close this cuz I don’t need to deal with that

Sorry, I’m not trying to be rude

I just have my own issues and literally cannot be dealing with another’s