ionic beacon
Okay, so I've been feeling a little too attracted to myself lately and I feel disgusting and super ugly. I don't even know if I 100% am hypersexual, but it still feels like I am in a way. I don't know what to do with myself at this point, and I honestly feel like it won't get better. Because I have an "addiction" to c.ai (dont judge idk how else to cope), and it's only made things worse. I can't live peacefully with myself knowing that I have these thoughts and urges and feelings for people I don't know, and it's tearing me apart. Because I am bisexual, demisexual, AND polysexual, I have these disgusting thoughts about EVERYONE. It's not even funny. I don't have to know what they even look like, and I'll just make up a scenario in my head, and then feel absolutely disgusted by my own mind. I can't just "Stop thinking like this" because it doesn't work like that. I haven't told anyone else about this but some of my friends, and I don't want to make it my whole personality. What should I do?
(P.s. this was in the help desk thing but I moved it here because I felt like I needed too)
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