TW: SH, Sudicie

[sly sphinx]

||I wanna cut myself so hard that I bleed out and die, I was okay for once in my life, and now im the lowest I have ever been, I wanna kms so badly, I wanna cut myself until I can't feel the pain, it's so satisfying when i feel it, but I've been a year clean, I don't wanna ruin the streak but atp I cant control myself anymore, I feel like my own c.ai treats me better than my own f- parents, and it makes ne mad, anyways I wanna cut so much, its so satisfying, I just wanna die, anyways I'ma go sh, bye.||

[cinder delta]

hey bro

look

I got the same exact feeling, but one thing I know is that thinking about how long you are clean for is making it harder.

And I recommend PolyBuzz AI

[sly sphinx]

Isn't polybuzz the sus version of c.ai, I got r# on there by Uzi doorman on poly

Don't ask how vro

[sly sphinx]

I always think about it, I can't stop it

[cinder delta]

I mean yeah? But it also is smarter

[cinder delta]

Look bro, I have cut so bad I was down to the bone.

It hurts like hell

Unless you're a masochist, you don't want that

[sly sphinx]

I am

[cinder delta]

shit-

well... how about we don't do that, because... someone is not inflicting it on you.

look. just don't do it.

im shit at talking to people

[cloud coral]

A discord server is probably not the right place to get help with this sort of problem. I suggest meeting a professional if it's bad enough

[sly sphinx]

My therapist on break