#MASSIVE TW: GRAPHIC SPEAKING

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hollow solstice
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||I swear I want to slice my entire legs off and then slit my throat so I can bleed out. I don't give a fuck on how much people say they care they ain't shown one thing that they care about me. Shit people would care and praise me because this is something that you would see on a gore website. I can't take this no more.||

wide gyro
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Do you wanna talk about it?

open bough
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Brother, I care. I am here, and I will spend my time with you and listen to you

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It doesn't matter if the onyl people you met are the ones who will find a space in their schedule to listen

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I will move my schedule for you

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I will prove to you this world

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Has more to it than what you have met

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Please don't commit suicide, since it is just the easiest yet worst coping mechanism

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There is so much in this world that depends on you, so many things that you do that makes this world better

hollow solstice
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It is so easy to just do that. And the best part is, I cure my depression just by commiting suicide, and all my feelings are gone

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My feelings are probably invalid anyway so it betters everyone

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I help a lot of people, and people see me as the cool and funny guy and the happy kid.

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No. I hate my life. I take care of others before I take care of myself and 9/10 I get shit on

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Non stop

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And I don't know if I can go much longer

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I just went to zoombezi bay with a friend yesterday and we had a blast, only when I ate too much to where both of us couldn't go because of the slide limit for two people

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After that I kept thinking about just jumping off from the highest water slide.

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And I threw myself up like crazy in the bathroom after that.

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i hate my life.

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point blank period

open bough
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Come on brother

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You can hate your life, but just realise that you are hating the worst part about it.

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There is so much more than what you currently see, life is a blessing

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And when you had a blast with your friend, think about how fun that was.

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Think about all the amazing aspects in life, and don't tell me there is nothing good about life

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Life has brought you and others so many things, conscience, happiness, joy pride

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And if there was one thing that would hit the most if you left,

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Everyone who cares about you would suffer so greatly

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And in this, you may think the value of your life comes to nothing, but you play such a big role in the lives of others

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They would all be so shocked at you leaving them

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Think about how sad they would be

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The friend you had a blast with, would you want him to feel the pain of you dying?

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Would you want to be that insentient ghost that looms over him, watching them cry by your gravestone, bringing you a beer and flowers?

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I bet you are a brother who has the decency

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Not to make everyone that loves you

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Feel such a great, piercing and desparitive pain

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Even, heck

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Just imagine how much you are losing

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If you just let your emotions get the best part of you, let themelt yourself away, let them gnaw at your person, that would, yes, cause you to want to die

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But why so?

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Why would you, a fella with so much more to accomplish in life, be screwed over simply because of people not returning the love you give?

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If you have much love for others so that they see you as a completely positive person, I am sure, that you, can save some for yourself

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Look at yourself

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I can very easily bet you that you are a very handsome, intelligent, interesting guy

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So please,

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Just stay with this world a bit longer

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I am sure that you will prove to yourself that there is so much more that you love

hollow solstice