I can't live normally:(
#I sad :(
humble geode
elder swan
I can't live normally:(
hey, do you want to talk about it?
humble geode
Yeh
humble geode
hey, do you want to talk about it?
Life sucks a lot sometimes
elder swan
Life sucks a lot sometimes
why does it suck? Is something going on?
humble geode
I went through a break up
And um sh
And other stuff
I think about my past a lot
elder swan
I went through a break up
oof, yeah, those suck. Was it a bad breakup
humble geode
I got groomed once too
elder swan
And um sh
hey, thats not very good, i know it can be a coping mechanism or a habit, but its not good, please try to stop
humble geode
hey, thats not very good, i know it can be a coping mechanism or a habit, but it...
I'm taking pills to fix myself
elder swan
I'm taking pills to fix myself
well thats pretty good
humble geode
Yeah
I contemplated killing myself 4 days ago
I just had to call the police today because of shit
There was a trash bag on the side of the road
It had remains in it
Dog remains
I'm dealing with a lot rn
humble geode
well thats pretty good
It's hard
elder swan
Dog remains
oh my god
elder swan
I'm dealing with a lot rn
yeah, just know that this server (at least the part thats not trolls) , will always be here to help support you through anything that’s happening
humble geode
That I sh that I had a bf that I found yk today
humble geode
yeah, just know that this server (at least the part thats not trolls) , will alw...
Really?
stray lodge
yeah, just know that this server (at least the part thats not trolls) , will alw...
This is factually correct
humble geode
I got drunk today
Because this shit is too hard to handle
Found some road side vodka
elder swan
I feel like death isn't so bad
if you think about that, try to remember anyone that loves you (can be friend, family, pets) , anyone that would be devastated if you were gone
and no, they would not be better off without you
stray lodge
They'd think it's their fault and blame themselves for your death
humble geode
Anyone I tried to tell thinks I'm making shit up
stray lodge
Doesn't mean they don't care
elder swan
whats happening?
stray lodge
I think I might have even bigger problems now
Like? if it's not too personal
humble geode
His brother found the um pics I sent him
humble geode
Like? if it's not too personal
Nothing is too personal to me
humble geode
His brother found the um pics I sent him
And says he is going to send them to the police? I'm 15 he's 15
stray lodge
His brother found the um pics I sent him
NSFW stuff i assume
humble geode
Yes
elder swan
And says he is going to send them to the police? I'm 15 he's 15
wait what?!
oh my frickin god
humble geode
wait what?!
I'm sorry if your mad : (
elder swan
I'm sorry if your mad : (
no its not your fault
i just cannot believe they would report that to the police
would you mind telling me which state you live in?
its fine if you dont, but laws differ depending on the state you live in
humble geode
Oklahoma
And um
He keeps calling my ween small
He's so mean
He isn't wrong but that just mean
humble geode
no its not your fault
I'm not doing good at all
I'm really in the brink of breaking rn
humble geode
no its not your fault
I'm glad you are talking to me
elder swan
I'm glad you are talking to me
yaayyyyyy
humble geode
I like attention even if that sounds dumb
elder swan
hey, ive got to go do some stuff, if you wanna, you can friend me and we can chat later
so sorry that i have to go
byeee
prime ravine
Same here
humble geode
Yeah
I take drugs just to make myself happy
Both my prescription and others
Like alcohol
prime ravine
Oh yeah I read that
humble geode
I really can't live with myself sometimes
I did something really bad once
It's so bad it's completely unacceptable and unfortunately unforgivable
Idk if I can even say it here
prime ravine
Like if you wanna tell me we can switch to DMs
prime ravine
It's so bad it's completely unacceptable and unfortunately unforgivable
But yeah sounds bad