hexed compass
I’d be proud to say I don’t do SH in the sense of cuts on my wrists or legs.
I would be proud. I should be proud because I don’t do that.
But I feel like I am.
I have these spots on my forehead that I keep picking at and digging at until they bleed.
Once they scab up, I pick the scab off again and oh it goddamn hurts but it’s something I do subconsciously and it’s comforting. I don’t know why it’s comforting. My forehead looks like a game of connect-the dots and I’ve had this problem for almost two years now and everyone tells me to JUST “STOP PICKING” but ITS NOT THAT GODDAMN EASY. I CANT. IVE BEEN TRYING FOR OVER A YEAR TO “STOP PICKING” AND AS SOON AS I START GETTING BETTER I GET WORSE AGAIN.
I’d be proud to say I don’t do SH.
But I can’t even say that because I feel like I am.
Is it even SH?
is that only classified with a razor blade?
zealous pilot