Yall

[prime axle]

Ok so I've been going through a really rough time and my sister is going through the same thing only my depression is way way worse and I can't go to her with what I'm thinking about because she'll tell my parents and i don't want them to worry about me, so basically Ive been feeling suicidal and like I want to hurt myself but I'm not actually going to kms bc I can't put my family through that pain and I don't want anyone to be hurting bc of me more than they already have and I'm sorry if this is like a huge dump on you guys but it's what's on my mind...

[lost bone]

I'm sorry that you're going through that, what makes you feel this way?

[prime axle]

Idek, I get like this all the time and I can't even do anything to help it bc my family looks at me like I'm crazy every time I ask to be put on antidepressants

[lost bone]

It's sad that your family looks at you like that, you don't deserve this. You deserve support, not shame. It's not your fault that you're feeling like this.

[prime axle]

My psychiatrist literally told me to reach out if I needed them

I HAVE DIAGNOSED MAJOR DEPRESSIVE DISORDER

[lost bone]

Well, have you?

[prime axle]

Yeah, I've tried, my parents are the only ones who have contact with her bc I'm still a minor

[lost bone]

Cant you ask your parents to let you contact her?

Even if their worried, don't you think they'll rather be worried then lose you?

[prime axle]

They won't let me, they're making me skip my appointments with her

I haven't seen her in about 5 months

[lost bone]

How do they skip them with you?

[prime axle]

They're my only way to the appointments and they're the ones scheduling them

[lost bone]

cant you somehow get her phone number

contact the place she works at

anyways

since it's 4:35 AM

I'm going to sleep

Good night

[prime axle]

Idk where she works