I'm done

[flat sundial]

22F here, had a terrible life growing up full of body shaming and bullying for being fat and adopted also being told to unalive myself a lot too, had many failed dating relationships full of ||abuse||, ||assult||, ||death wishes||, ||emotional blackmail||, body shaming, cheating, lyingetc and i just dont feel anything anymore im that use to all the bad stuff so much so i cant even date anymore bc im like a robot just emotionless and done plus men say im "not a real woman" because im infertile and dont want kids. i was born female but narrlow missed having ||ovarian cancer|| aged 13 so had to get some personal things sorted with it. i have a therapist and im waiting for counselling so ig im just venting. im so sick of my life i still get judgemental stares and body shaming from my family, my own mother and others and now i have a binge-eating disorder, trust issue, anxiety, ||suicidal|| thoughts and a lot of other issues and i cant cope anymore im just done

[eternal quiver]

Life tends to have a lot of losers in it.

[silver hawk]

Man that's horrible... I feel bad for you!