IDEK anymore

[upper star]

I just feel worthless ||and like the world would be better without me so i have suicidal thoughts|| often and its getting to the point where it's unbearable

[cinder snow]

You're not worthless. Your worth is just hidden, hidden deep inside you, because it's you, who can find your worth. If you feel like something is too much, then maybe you should give it a break and try some other time? If you ever feel like ||killing yourself||, then maybe try doing something you like, find a hobby, listen to loud music, scream on top of your lungs - it really helps. If not, find someone or something you could live for: nature, your plants, your pets, your future self, your dreams. I believe in you!

[upper star]

Thanks for the confidence boost

[cinder snow]

No prob, silly x3

[upper star]

Im gonma rant about the reason as it deserves to be acknowledged so for starters my friend(D) has a girlfriend(E) and E is constantly trying to piss me off
Like this one time when i was with my friends C and J so D came over asked how we are J was showing me a video on his phone and C was watching something on his phone in the corner and like 5 minutes after E came over and had a go at J that suggested you 3 so i tried defending myself and then she said "im not fucking talking to you"

Theres also this other time where i lightly brushed against E and she made a whole charade of he hit me he being me and yeah i was forced to apologise for something i didn't do

[upper star]

Too much?

[upper star]

What don't you understand