can't find genuineness

[mossy perch]

i have lost someone that I never witnessed before.. I felt like for once that I feel someone actually cared , respected and was nice to me

the thing is everyday pass I witness more and more that this person was special and I might literally not get someone like them again

I was reflecting and learning about relationships and I'm trying to work on my self worth and my skills to be more interesting

imagine yourself being surrounded by bullies your whole life or people that never really respect you if you didn't mask etc and you come over someone does that for first time...

[serene hornet]

I feel you you're not alone

[woeful merlin]

That last sentence was/kinda still is my whole life, so I understand. If you ever need someone to talk to who can relate to this and try to help you through it with life experience, then I’ve got you.

I hope if you do come to me, you can learn there are so many more people who can care about you, and that there may even be some now that you just don’t see.