#could I have someone to talk to?
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Good hbu
idk, I just feel really empty, like im not the real me :(
Have you tried telling a relative? I mean there are pretty rude ppl on discord so you wouldn't wanna get matched up with the wrong person yknow
no, none of my relatives would support me
yeah, it is very hard :C
But like I said you can get matched up with bad ppl on discord so I recommend talking to someone you know
same
I’m really worried… my depressions worsening right now
have you been able to find why?
i think it’s many factors, but the main reason right now is because I feel abandoned
I don’t feel cared about
I know that sounds dumb
I still get what you mean
personally I'm kinda lost
[that's the main reason I've found I'm depressed]
[or at least I think so]
I just… sometimes wish I could build the confidence to just get it over with and || kill myself||…
I've was in the same spot 2 months ago
it took a hospital stay and a psychosis diagnosis to get out of it
and it's still not easy
I sure as hell can’t get that
my parents know I used to ||cut (I don’t do it anymore)||, but they think I’m fine now
did you get help?
no, my parents never ended up getting it
they assumed I’d be fine after me saying I would be fine (I told them that because I feel guilty worrying people)
I might recommend telling them you need extra help
like from a psychologist
and also starting something like powerpoint document about the reasons you dug up about why you're feeling abandoned [or other reasons you're depressed]
[it took a bit of research to find out why I was having so many issues mentally]
[CPTSD was among those reasons]
all I'll say is for you to do your best to stay diurnal
being nocturnal can cause issues
I've learned that from experience