idk what this is. i just feel like crap. i know its in my head, but i feel like no one cares. i feel like im losing everyone around me. i really hate summer. ive barely talked to my best friend, and i geel like im losing her. i dont know how to talk to anyone about any of this. i act okay to everyone in the day but every night i feel like im sinking. it doesnt help that the only person ive talked to lately is my boyfriend, and thats become complicated. his parents are big trump supporters and im bi and liberal and just idk. im trying to find myself but idk who that is and im worried everyone will hate whoever i really am. and i cant keep a conversation with my boyfriend over text and isk why. in person we're fine but im starting to wonder if we;d be better as friends. but i love him but im worried im losing feelings but idk hwats real and whats not because i get in this depressive state during summer and i feel like im going to mess it all up. i dont know what im looking for but im having a really hard time. i dont know what happened. just a couple months ago i felt like i fit in in the world and now i feel like im sinking and no one in my life cares about me. im really struggling and i cant tell anyone irl about it. im randomly fine and then randomly not. idk what to do.
#idk.
jagged nexus
oh also i tried to talk to my boyfriend tonight and two hours ago he told me he was too tired to talk and was going to sleep. buthes still active. (i went invis). i totally get if he wanted some alone time or wanted to talk to friends but it hurts that he felt the need to lie.
candid basalt
Well, hello there!
candid basalt
oh also i tried to talk to my boyfriend tonight and two hours ago he told me he ...
He could’ve left discord open.
jagged nexus
no bc hes been listening to music off and on and switching between idle and active. (im not like actively watching his status like a creep but i see everytime i go to my dms
jagged nexus
He could’ve left discord open.
but idk maybe
candid basalt
Well, maybe talk to him about it?
jagged nexus
yeah i probably should. im not very good at that
candid basalt
yeah i probably should. im not very good at that
It’s okay, it needs to be done every once in a while, and we’ll back you up!
cinder canopy
idk what this is. i just feel like crap. i know its in my head, but i feel like ...
Firat of all. That is not true. You are loved in every possible way. And a lot of people around you do and does care about you. I'm super happy to have you vent or rant in my DM's and I could have some methods for you to help in dealing with how you're feeling. And sorry to @candid basalt I'm busy with real life paperwork atm. But will reply and follow if I see fit
jagged nexus
thank you i really appreciate that.
candid basalt
Firat of all. That is not true. You are loved in every possible way. And a lot o...
It’s okay! I got this!
candid basalt
thank you i really appreciate that.
Yeah! Even spreading your story made me care about you!
jagged nexus
i generally dont feel that bad in the day but nearly every night i feel so alone. how do i help that? dp ypu guys know
candid basalt
i generally dont feel that bad in the day but nearly every night i feel so alone...
Too well I know that!
I’m free!
jagged nexus
and how do i get better in general about actually communicating in friendships/relationships. i feel like im isolating myself without intending to because i cant talk to people
candid basalt
and how do i get better in general about actually communicating in friendships/r...
I can help!
jagged nexus
thanks to you both
jagged nexus
I can help!
okay
candid basalt
Of course! Happy to help!
jagged nexus
okay, thanks!