#I hate my life

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misty aurora
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I’m so sick of my stomach issues. They’re getting bad again. I can only have three bites of food before I deal with severe pain and feel like I’m gonna get sick. I’m done. if I disappear, I disappear I can’t take this shit anymore. sorry I know I need to learn to keep my damn mouth shut

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can’t hurt if I stop eating

inland quartz
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Yeah!

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That’s me!

misty aurora
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i’m just about ready to give up tired of all these damn medical issues I haven’t been able to eat properly in weeks

inland quartz
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And if you need it, not only can we talk in my DMs, there’s a server that’s being fixed up to be a mental health place, if you’re interested!

inland quartz
misty aurora
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just tired of the pain

jovial kayak
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@inland quartz is the best person :) Always helping. We love her to bits. I'll be around if you need help or if you even want to DM one of us to talk about it further. I also have methods to tackle on how to eat a bit more after 3 bites.

inland quartz
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If you want!

inland quartz
misty aurora
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I just have a ton of damn medical issues

inland quartz
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I’m sorry.

misty aurora
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my stomach’s almost killed me twice

inland quartz
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How?

misty aurora
# inland quartz Woah.

The first time something in my stomach twisted and the second time I just started throwing up blood both required emergency surgery

inland quartz
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Uhhhh

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So…

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That’s a serious problem.

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And you!ll have to talk to a doctor.

misty aurora
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Yeah, I have

inland quartz
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We can coach you through it, but we’re not magic workers.

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I’m sorry.

misty aurora
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I just got back from the hospital not long ago

inland quartz
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Huh.

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Can I ask why?

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Was it food related?

misty aurora
inland quartz
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Huh.

misty aurora
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they run a bunch of tests and stuff and it all came back normal

inland quartz
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Nothing wrong with that, though!

jovial kayak
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Let me re-read and I'll help!

misty aurora
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I have a ton of stuff wrong with my stomach the main one being it just stupid sensitive

jovial kayak
inland quartz
jovial kayak
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@misty aurora unless you want to do it on here. I'm happy to help

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Because your dm's are closed off

misty aurora
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I am OK doing it here. I am just more comfortable talking publicly. It don’t bother me.

jovial kayak
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Okay. So you're just not eating properly and it hurts when you've taken 3 bites of any food or just solid food?

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Liquid included if possible please

misty aurora
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i’ve had some solid food

jovial kayak
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Does it hurt just with Solid foods?

misty aurora
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yeah, it does. The only thing that doesn’t bother me is liquids.

jovial kayak
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Okay. That's perfectly fine. And you said the doctors did tests and scans and couldn't find anything?

misty aurora
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yeah, honestly, I used to be a very heavy drinker and I’ve had stomach issues since birth. Literally, I think when I was going through the alcohol addiction, I really messed it up.

jovial kayak
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Okay. And to be very clear, it only hurts after you finished eating. Like do you feel like vommitting or have any adnormal pain?

misty aurora
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Sometimes it’s constant and sometimes it’s only after I eat it’s weird

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I have been diagnosed with severe acid reflux though but usually after I take my medicine, it takes a few hours, but it goes away. I don’t know.

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This has been weeks

jovial kayak
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Okay. It sounds like you have Peptic Ulsera. Best idea is to tell the doctor straight up to give you H2 blockers for it or strong antibiotics. They won't be able to find anything when they do tests or scans. Because it's an under-lying isssue within the stomach it self.

It could also be caused by stress as well.

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But it also sounds like you need to have a gastroscopy

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It's a really weird issue. But we did do a case study on stuff like this back in University

misty aurora
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there is a hospital that has way more experienced doctors but that’s an hour drive. I went to that hospital when I got a really bad concussion. I just don’t wanna bother no one at 1:34 at night plus it being an hour drive.

jovial kayak
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The thing is, your life and pain is worth it. I would take that chance. Don't drive. Call an amublance and make sure to request you go to that hospital. They will listen to thay request.

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And bothering people? Please. You never bothering anybody.

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All I ask is to tell your doctor that you have Peptic Ulsers and they will instantly know what to do from there.

misty aurora
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I just have a lot of issues from a very bad past relationship sorry and childhood tbh but I promise if it gets really bad I will get somebody and go

jovial kayak
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And sorry if I don't reply right away. I'm also busy doing paperwork in real life doing my actual job too. But will be more than happy to read and then reply

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And I am sure @inland quartz is more than happy to help you too. I'm just the last resort for people if they can't help

inland quartz
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I was summoned?

jovial kayak
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Yes. You were. We love you so much you now are free to help @misty aurora

misty aurora
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you’re fine. My girlfriend is coming home. She is going to keep me company and take me if I have to go.

inland quartz
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Uhh, I’m getting conflicting messages.

jovial kayak
misty aurora
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I will

jovial kayak
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@inland quartz lol. You're amazing :)

inland quartz
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Thank you???

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What did I do to deserve this praise???

misty aurora
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just being yourself

jovial kayak
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Everything @inland quartz

inland quartz
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Why am I getting comforted by both sides!?!?

jovial kayak
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Because we both love you for helping :)

inland quartz
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But you mostly helped!

jovial kayak
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Nope. I didn't. You did :)

inland quartz
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Literally scroll up, and that is disproved.

misty aurora
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i’m sorry everybody just these medical issues get overwhelming sometimes

inland quartz
jovial kayak
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Never say sorry for medical issues.

misty aurora
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, it’s nobody’s fault. Shit just happens. My stomach issues was actually a lot worse as a baby. My mom had a literally take me to the hospital every other day for my stomach.

inland quartz
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Oof, I’m sorry for baby you.

jovial kayak
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Yeah. Then it is Peptic Ulsers. As a medical condition especially from a baby. I'm sorry.

misty aurora
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I was born with bad hips and everything actually literally everybody that has my condition is in a wheelchair, but somehow I’m still walking and I’m still even walking after falling off of 10 foot ladder

jovial kayak
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That's amazing. You are literally a walking GOD!

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Sorry. I'm being an asshole. I'd stop now

inland quartz
misty aurora
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ironically, it’s funny because bless his soul because he’s not with us anymore, but the guy at the hospital coaxed me with a LEGO set and that’s how I learned how to start walking again lol

inland quartz
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AHAAHAHAAHAH

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That’s high class comedy right there.

jovial kayak
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Awwm that is so amazing. I really do envy you now! In a great way.

inland quartz
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I just imagine: Come on, come on! You wanna build?

misty aurora
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he also started my LEGO. addiction so I won and lost

inland quartz
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Nah, that’s 100% win.

misty aurora
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I have the LEGO Milky Way galaxy hanging on my wall right now

inland quartz
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Ooh!

jovial kayak
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That is so COOL! I love Lego!!

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Okay. I will take my leave and let Sunshine have the fun part now. I need to do a bunch more paperwork and sich in real life. But I am glad we could help you! And remember even if your DM's are closed, you caj always message one of us and talk

inland quartz
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I’m gettin the fun part, yay!

jovial kayak
inland quartz
jovial kayak
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@inland quartz sorry!

misty aurora
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I can’t post photos for some reason

inland quartz
inland quartz
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Well! Fun part!

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What now?

misty aurora
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just waiting for my girlfriend to get here when she gets here, I’ll be all right. She’s actually really good at getting me to calm down and relax. I don’t know how she does it.

inland quartz
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Well, love can cause comfort, so, y’know.

misty aurora
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Yeah, true

inland quartz
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Yeah.

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Woah it’ 2:01 am for me.

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Can I go to bed?

misty aurora
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she’s trans just like me

inland quartz
misty aurora
# inland quartz Can I go to bed?

Yeah, you’re fine. Sleep is important. I’ll be all right. she doesn’t work too far so she’ll be here in like five minutes. I’ll be all right.

inland quartz
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Okay, stay safe!

misty aurora
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I will she was actually supposed to work all night long, but she has a boss that understands mental illness and she just said I wasn’t feeling good and her boss let her leave now she does lose a little bit of money, which I feel bad for her but she said I’m more important than that but she doesn’t get any trouble because her boss is cool

inland quartz
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Yay!

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Now I actually need eep.

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Bye!