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THIS WILL BE ALL OVER THE PLACE SORRY
So I'm 17 which means a lot of responsibility-
I'm told to act an adult but I still get treated like a child. Growing up I never had a 'normal' childhood since I was 3 my mother was a ||crackhead|| and this wouldn't stop until about 13 so 10 years of my life(roughly) so I experienced a lot like fighting, yelling, and had to learn a few things rlly early in life like how to feed myself due to my mom sleeping for 20 hours straight, trying to wake up for school (elementary but still missed a lot), and stuff with hygiene n how to become a women.
Thankfully my mamaw took me in right before 7th grade year, she hated seeing me with my mom at a beat up hotel which got broken into by my mom's crazy boyfriend pretty often. I lived with her for a little over a year then moved with my sister and Her Boyfriend (i live with them now) I'd go back n forth during this my sister was pregnant with my nephew so life changed but now being 17 I adore cartoons or silly stuff which others think is weird but since I didn't get to experience it as a kid I love it now!
I have my future planned, I'm going to college or airforce or possibly online courses and living on base with my Current bf to who I love a lot but one thing I am questioning is yes I love him but I'm also gay, n of course he accepts it! He is too, he prefers females though, but I feel like I'm missing out on a lot- I don't wanna leave him!!!! I just feel like something is missing n Ishould kknknoknow what it is since I'm almost an adult but idk-
This was mostly so I could rant n get some stuff off my chest but if anyone has any advice or possibly want to be friends you can add me! Thank you for reading all this nonsense
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