6 attempts in, I'm an awful fat and ugly person, I'm gonna be hospitalized. Whenever I'm going for help other than professionals, people encourage me to kms. Idk dkkd dkdjdjejdkffkkdkfkdkejejneneneneenem. LET ME DIE
#Hlep pls
polar yacht
6 attempts in, I'm an awful fat and ugly person, I'm gonna be hospitalized. When...
Well, hey there.
lean shard
Hi
polar yacht
You know what I’m gonna say most likely.
lean shard
Ya
polar yacht
Don’t do it.
lean shard
.
polar yacht
You mean a lot in the world.
lean shard
No
polar yacht
Yes, you do.
lean shard
How?
polar yacht
You mean a lot.
Well, because of the fact you even exist means you make a big change in the world.
And much more.
lean shard
Ur lying to try to make me feel better
polar yacht
Ur lying to try to make me feel better
No.
That’s the one thing I’ve sworn to never do when helping people.
Because it might make things worse.
lean shard
But I'm not a good person
polar yacht
You are to me.
polar yacht
I was friends with someone who strived to be a wh*re
That’s random, but that’s quite a aspiration.
lean shard
a bad one
polar yacht
And said offensive things
Okay.
lean shard
then they act like nothing happened
lean shard
Well yeah, but different people have different dreams.
Still
lean shard
well besides that
polar yacht
Either way, why are you talking about this?
lean shard
bc
If I'm friends with someone who is bad because they say offensive things
Then I'm bad too
lean shard
And the people in other places said that I should jump off a building
polar yacht
Exactly.
lean shard
But it's difficult
polar yacht
And the people in other places said that I should jump off a building
They are awful.
polar yacht
But it's difficult
Why?
lean shard
They are awful.
But correct
polar yacht
But correct
Nope.
polar yacht
They’re wrong.
lean shard
No
polar yacht
Yeah.
lean shard
but I fucking. Punch. Kids
polar yacht
Actions don’t make person.
lean shard
😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭
polar yacht
but I fucking. Punch. Kids
Okay, little morally wrong, but you could always stop.
lean shard
Okay, little morally wrong, but you could always stop.
They anger meeeeeee
polar yacht
That’s normal.
polar yacht
Again, you can stop with help.
polar yacht
I also js don't get fun from life
Me too.
lean shard
I'm going to a mental hospital for a couple days and I'm scared
polar yacht
Or rather, I did.
polar yacht
I'm going to a mental hospital for a couple days and I'm scared
Rightfully so.
lean shard
If I kms then I won't have to
polar yacht
If I kms then I won't have to
Wrong answer.
lean shard
But it's true
polar yacht
Me.
lean shard
Why u care
polar yacht
Why not
Because besides how rough and tumble mental hospitals are, they are meant to help.
polar yacht
Why u care
Because I care about people.
polar yacht
You mean something to me.
polar yacht
I platonically love for you.
lean shard
What doesss it take to convince u that I need to die
lean shard
But something should
polar yacht
No.
lean shard
The only reason I'm still alive is because my parents hid the knives
lean shard
They shouldn't have
polar yacht
The only reason I’m alive is because I stopped at 4.
lean shard
I'm a waste of their money and I'm a burden to them
polar yacht
I'm a waste of their money and I'm a burden to them
I think that too.
Not true though.
lean shard
Right??
polar yacht
Not true though.
I just wanna point this out.
lean shard
What now
polar yacht
It’s not true.
lean shard
I wanna go to the hospital
polar yacht
We may think that. Not true though.
polar yacht
I wanna go to the hospital
Okay.
lean shard
But idk if I wanna be away from my parents
And I'm scared of the hospital
In case I don't like it
polar yacht
But idk if I wanna be away from my parents
Well, you will always have to leave them at some point.
polar yacht
And I'm scared of the hospital
Fair.
lean shard
But for me that's still a ehile
polar yacht
In case I don't like it
If it’s the type I know, you most likely won’t.
polar yacht
But for me that's still a ehile
Okay. Point still stands.
lean shard
But if I kms then I won't have to leave them
polar yacht
If it’s the type I know, you most likely won’t.
Even though you won’t, you shouldn’t avoid it.
polar yacht
But if I kms then I won't have to leave them
You’ll leave them forever.
polar yacht
Well, have you tried accepting yourself?
That the faults are you?
And every imperfection is a detail of you?
lean shard
I got r*ped, and if I tell police, they will arrest me because there's a law where consensual or not, underage sexual things is arrestable
That's why
I cant live with myself knowing that
@polar yacht
Plus I don't want my parents to see me differently because of that
polar yacht
Excuse me, did they do it against your will?
polar yacht
You won’t get arrested, and the only way your parents will look at you is sympathetically, because that’s horrible.
polar yacht
Police arrest person, not you.
lean shard
Excuse me, did they do it against your will?
And also I did say 'ok' but it was because I was scared of what would happen if I said no
polar yacht
Yeah, not your fault. You were scared.
lean shard
I need to go to bed
polar yacht
Don’t do anything.
polar yacht
Okay, real quick, before you go.
lean shard
Don’t do anything.
For my cat I will
lean shard
Okay, real quick, before you go.
Mhm?
polar yacht
Well, have you tried accepting yourself?
Think about this, and try it.
polar yacht
For my cat I will
Good!
lean shard
Think about this, and try it.
Mkay
polar yacht
Good!
lean shard
Can I have a hug?
polar yacht
Uhh, sure! So do I just do the hug thing or…
lean shard
🫂
polar yacht
🫂
lean shard
Ty for the 'hlep' xd
lean shard
Gn
polar yacht
Okay?