wet cairn
From a few years back in high school, I felt lonely because all my friends left me and so ive had no friends for a really long time.
I began college last year and it's still been lonely too.
My college wants me to get an autism test after I told the the college that ive been lonely for a long time and shit. [I Hate my college for this + my mother has fallen for this lie too]
Also my behaviour was influenced by my ex and I have these really bad thoughts about groups other people. Its mean. I want help for that
Also for 7 months straight this year ive technically been single. But like every relationship I tried to get into only lasted a few days. In every one of these relationships, the guy either ghosted me, lied to me, used me for ONLY nsfw reasons or just made me feel alone with little to no explanation. From this ive become emotionally numb and developed trust issues
pine willow