Recently, I lost a friend of about half a year, although it was short, it was great. I was accused of faking my mental problems and copying someone else's. The friend I lost was my online child, they unfriended me and they blocked me on discord. Although I know I didn't do anything, everytime I see her I feel an overwhelming sense of guilt. I know I didn't copy her issues, but after being accused of it for a while, I can't tell if my problems are considered actual problems, or if everyone around me thinks they're fake. I only wanted to be heard, instead I was accused and belittled. Even though they did make me feel like sh-t, I feel like I should've done more. Yes, I slowly k-lled myself trying to help the same person, but maybe they were right. Maybe my problems just don't matter
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