pliant pollen
I used to feeling attracted to one of my classmates and she is my teammates for a dance competition when I was 11 years old. I was denial, and after that I actually attracted to one of my guy friend. until after I met a friend in senior high school that told me I might be a bisexual. but i'm not sure... what if it's just me amazed by her dance. but after 6 years crushing over the same guy and then moving on. now that when I'm in university, there is this one girl (she is pretty and smart) I currently admire. my university friends thought I was joking (because I always making it as a joke) but actually I'm a bit attracted to her. now I'm feeling like a worst person because I'm trying to tell myself to accepting myself attracted to this girl. but at the same time I'm afraid it's just me looking for validations(?) and just pretending to like her because I like a guy for a long time now I suddenly attracted to this girl. it confusing to me...
untold nymph