I’m confused about both my sexuality and my gender identity
Sexuality part:ever since I came out as bisexual I’ve been feeling like I NEED to be attracted to women or something, because my friends have been making gay jokes toward me and stuff (which I don’t mind) it’s just made me feel like im supposed to feel attracted to the same gender but I don’t.I mean, I do kind of.I like women but im not fully sure if I like women as much as I like men.i might be asexual, because I don’t feel attracted to anyone at all, not men or women.Although, I’m still confused because I can have some small crushes on people I am close with, but they go away within a certain amount of time.What I’ve noticed though is that I only feel attracted to people I have a close bond with, and even then I don’t feel THAT attracted to them.
Gender identity part: I know im a girl, even if I don’t dress like one.I have long hair and stuff and I’m comfortable with it I don’t want to change myself, but I’ve noticed there are moments where I want to dress masculine and want to dress feminine sometimes.I’ve labeled myself as demigirl because I feel like a girl most of the time but sometimes I just want to go as neither guy or girl but I really don’t care what people call me.If someone called me he I wouldn’t get mad, although I doubt anyone would irl because I obviously look like a she.I guess im not very confused about my gender identity as much as I ask about my sexuality im just confused because there’s been moments where one day im obsessed with dressing masculine and then I think about dressing feminine too.