I don’t want to like guys anymore how do I fix that

[humble kiln]

I want to be straight

[cloud fable]

Why tho

[slow lance]

There's no fixing in what you like. You can pretend, but that's not really healthy and will cause distress

[glass marlin]

Well, I mean Ig your preference has to change but uhmmm... how to say this... that's not like you can magically decide who do you like... it has to change on its own Ig and nobody is holding you here, you can always leave this server

[humble kiln]

I want to be like my friends all of them have girlfriends and me having a boyfriend doesn’t feel right

[humble kiln]

Tried that I prayed to be straight did everything you can think of but nothing

[humble kiln]

Why would I want to leave? Just cause there are gay people here?

[slow lance]

And it won't work. Because that's not how sexuality works.

[humble kiln]

I have tried everything and idk why I can’t feel the same way I do to girls as I do guys and it’s terrible

[slow lance]

It's the same way you can't magically become a horse even if you eat grass. Sexuality is not dependent on what you try to be. It's part of your identity. And there's nothing wrong with it.
Are you feeling like an outsider or alienated because of your environment perhaps?

[humble kiln]

Ya I got bullied a ton for being gay and if I just wasn’t it would all be fixed

[slow lance]

So the issue is not you or being gay but the people around you.

[safe saffron]

Awww I’m srry man I’m trans so I get lost hate too and also I’m gay/pan so yea

[humble kiln]

Kinda a bit of everything

It also just doesn’t feel correct

[humble kiln]

I tried that man I’m dating one and it’s weird I love him to death more then ever but it feels strange good strange but strange