I've had like severe (probs) gender dysphoria where I can't bring myself to look in the mirror, look at my chest or listen to myself speak because I feel too feminine. I physically hate hearing my deadname and wish I could just crawl away from my skin when hearing it. So anyways, recommendations?
#Anyone have recommendations for dealing with gender dysphoria?
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Have you tried using sports bras, a binder or trans tape (assuming they're safe for you to do)? Are there any nicknames you could go by that would feel less horrible?
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Okay so basically my foster family is homophobic which means I HAVE to pretend I'm a girl
And they're poor so I can't afford a binder
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Okay so basically my foster family is homophobic which means I HAVE to pretend I...
Ah fuck, I'm sorry to hear that. You deserve better. Hugs if you want them 
Do you think you can safely dress a little masc? Where I'm from, that's generally still accepted for people presumed to be feminine
I've personally been a big fan of large hoddies for hiding my chest, maybe that could work for you as well? You can get them pretty cheaply at second hand stores