So, on 7-2-25, my girlfriend killed herself... I haven't been able to process it and I can't grieve properly... Then 7-3-25, my friend Willow killed herself... 2 people in 2 days. I can't cry anymore, I barely cried hearing about both of their deaths... I don't know how to proceed with life without feeling guilty... I told them to talk to me, they didn't talk to me before doing it, but they've talked about their mental health before. I don't know what to do, I've gotten to know them so well...