i get bullied and thrown away like trash to people i get ran over to to people not loving me just bc of who i am and i. did alot of stuff to make then fell that way i lose everyone i love and to that i tend to cut myself with a blade to make me fell better bc i fell like noone will care if i die and i will keep doing it until i find people who care about me
#i hate life
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hey, i know you have no idea who i am, but i care, and i think most of the people in this server care too. Also, please stop cutting yourself. It is not good and its just gonna make everything worse
As someone who actively deals with ||cutting|| thoughts, I can say that the only way you can find those who care are putting yourself out there, luckily this community is very welcoming and willing to help, if needed do not be afraid to message others! And I think being yourself is the bet you can do.
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and i umderdtand that but pain is noy just a emotion its something that we all pain i have marks on y arm that's on my body untll i die i have to accept that fsct that if i tell ppl at my school people are going to think im mental and pain is something i have to go with for the rest of my life peple dont love me you dont truly love someone untill they die or know them i rather the fact i stay in my thoughts hoping that i die not in a painfully way but sleeping blades is what i use to fell the pain and god knows that it fell cold when the blood hits me i use to be a piece of trash i use to het ran over laughed at i used to be broke i used to be somones pet for 3 years look ehere that got me
sitting here confused on what to do i need to love somone i have a beautiful gf who barely knows shit about me and now i have to hide from my parents people i love so i make a good imagine AND FROM MY BROTHER HES 1 I HAVE TO LIVE BUT MY THOUGHTS HIT DIFFERENT WHEN YOUR IN PAIN GOD KNOWS I LOVE HIM I BASICALLY A CHRISTIAN I LOVE GOD I RESPECT HIM BUT I DONT NEED THIS MY GF WILL MISS ME MY MOM MY DAD MY FRIENDS MY FAMILY HELL EVEN PEOPLE WHO HATE ME BUT YKW ITS OK BC IM SICK AND TIRED OF MAKING A IMAGINE OF MYSELF IF YOU READ THIS FAR GOOD JOB u finished the story
but thats just me
All of that is valid and if you need to vent more then you absolutely can to me or in the comments